From here, I knew I had missed out so much...

Hmmm...Guez it is time 4 me 2 get a laptop soon....
Really miss e time wen all of us ve time to gather together...

Hmmm...
Today is kinda a sad day 4 me....
I really miss school days...
Kind of tired from e wars at work...
I really dont know if my passion 4 nursing can still go on or not....

Shouldnt hospital be a caring and warmth place?
Why do i feel Im going 4 a war everyday instead of work?
Is there any way that I can do 2 regain e love of my job?

Im beginning to detest it...
I feel like giving up my job, my ambition...
I feel like stopping all e fake smiles ive 2 put on at work...
I feel like stopping all my fake ignorance to e ugly sides of my collegues...giving them a chance to shift their responsibilities...

I cant even remember wat cause e great change in me to become this passive...
I was once so confident in everthing i do...
I was once so able to laugh or cry my heart out...

But e now me -- dont even know where am I heading to...

I dont even know wat's e next step i should do...

I could only dream now...

- M.M Gang Leader -