Deep in Thoughts...

These few weeks (since new yr) I've been really lost and rather depressed over somethings (not very convenient to reveal it here) but I'm really so glad that i managed to find the affirmation, assurance and answer from my sis. I guess it's really God's will for me to go to her room and for her to ask me to sit down & chat. At first i was quite scared to tell her what was bothering me all these while because i'm afraid she might just stereotype me and think i'm acting on impulse and etc etc, but somehow i just took the chance as i really needed some sort of an answer or a "light".
Anyway, i'm just very glad i've gotten my thoughts all sorted out properly and clearly, now what's left for me is to act upon it. At least now i've got a clear end in mind (and no longer blank) and i'm really determined to strive on with a strong will, determination and a positive mindset towards my goal. I'm glad my sis was the one how helped me see the "light", really very grateful.

Ok...heehee, enough of that! Heeeheee i'm so so happy that i managed to see out big MM at work! Yep, she "on-ed" her webcam so that i could see her and chat with her!Her uniform is so cute, got flowers and some insects/animals....hahhaah! So far nothing new happening over at my side, school is still going on everyday, exams are approaching & tensions rising! Shall end here for today...thanks for seeing all my "blabberings"...GOOD NITE!!


Luv,
Yuki