waiting for the appointed time.....and waiting

i shall wait! i shall wait wait for the appointed time.

Let me learn to be more like Martha, who waited upon at the foot of Jesus. I shall wait upon Him.

Its all because there are so many things that i want to achieve, do, complete and best of all, settle all these issues!

however, here i am sitting in my office alone. blogging here. well, ive got not much to do at work today, i've been told that i can leave an hour earlier. fantastic!

happy and excited today, as it'll be my first session of mentoring with my cell leader. my new cell leader.. hahaa. i'm just going to trash all my worries all my concerns all my problems out! all outta me! im not carrying any of these burdens! i'll lift them all up unto the Lord! Amen!!

pardon me... im ranting away in here coz i've got so much running through me again and no one to talk to. Maybe , its a good idea i take my journal around. so i can journalise it instead of blogging?

tomorrow will be another afternoon at RP.. with my friends. This time, Joshua Lam is coming with his friends too... Single and Godly men from his church according to him. HAHaaa.. He's such a wonderful brother in Christ.

Now that i'm back here, i long now.. for a short break.. somewhere serene... somewhere in the wilderness.. somewhere with icy cool weather. somewhere that i can hear birds chirping, somewhere that when you're on a canoe, you can hear the paddling of water sounds.. somewhere that there's only you? somewhere that i can feel more of God's creation. The outdoors. Admiring His works. Nature. Wishing to be there again soon. oooowww..............
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i know, im always this nuts. i long to be somewhere else and when i'm there, i wana be back here. I just cant stay put in one place. and i still cant. i long to be elsewhere for a little while. i guess i just dont cherish what i have in front of me. hahahaa.. im saying this line again.