Thursday, 29 May 2008

does it matter?

I felt the need to just blog out here. Its been bugging me for the past few days. Whenever i open the 'posting' page though, i just have no idea what i shall write in my post. I feel like things from me are just sailing at the moment, no 'dark cloud over my head' yet again.... doesnt mean that all things are still. Life changes everyday, every moment.


Still learning to cherish the moments spent with people close to me, learning to lead a life that's meaningful. Loving people that are placed on my pathway of life.


I guess its more on the 'happenings' of friends around me that's made me sometimes sad... I'm trying to balance off my things well. Of course, being human, there's limited time and energy. Just realised that most time is spent in the office throughout the day and weeks. OMG.... I am so amazed by how many hours i sit in front of the comp. Here i am still in front of the comp.

Sometimes i know i worry too much, which isnt a good thing. I'm just so fed up i cant do all the things i want everyday!! I am so bounded!! I wana be a free bird!! At least, let me see some breakthrough.


During this season, i sense that every flavour of life i can strongly and sensitively taste it on my taste buds. All the sweet, bitterness, sour (not really)

The above posting was typed a few days ago .. and then! my comp just restart due to some updates "thingy"

HAiz!! Been facing some troubles here and there, getting new things done , doing new stuff and not finding the meaning of it all. Going to mustafa in the middle of the night and shopping for groceries with new friends? how's tat sound.. fun for the moment, a feeling of "what did i just do last night" thoughts bugging me in my head. Really wanted to meet up with jo n jen at orchard on friday to do some shopping but sorry girls!! i didnt..

My personal updates: 3 June i have ..... something on at church and will be away at church camp from 13 to 16 June in Malacca.

That explains... that i wont be around during jo's birthday weekend and i wont be there with you all for your post exam celebrations. HAIIZ REALLY SORRY!

-PigCow

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